I dont know why all this is happening to me. I feel like I am at my lowest when it comes to human relations. I always seem to bring the worst in people by the most unthinkable means. Is there something wrong with who I am?

The thing that's playing in my mind is like the chicken or egg situation.

Am I so unpleasant to whom I love to the point of driving them mad all the time?

Or

They just had short fuses and I can't take shit anymore?

But when I am not thinking of these questions, I busy feeling lousy.

wow What A Way to enter 2008